My day, week, last 3 years of my life:
- Hi! Can I offer you something to drink? Like a smoothie or orange juice? / Alright I’ll be right back!
- All ready to order? How would you like your eggs? What kind of bread for your toast? / Perfect! It won’t be long!
- How are we doing? Good! Happy to hear it!
- All done? / Here’s the check, you pay at the cash on your way out. Have a wonderful day!
That x 55 times a day….
JOY!!
Sure….
I have the time to paint!! Soooo… dishes …and then…. PAINT until I fall asleep!
And another 5 days of work….
I barely recognize myself lately…I’m drinking protein shake and working out 4 times a week. Classes and weights. I’m proud of myself for that…I’m pretty motivated…so it’s not about to stop. I have a new goal.
I feel better about my last meeting with the trainer…I told myself that I have to take everything she said seriously but at the same time, she was trying to sell me a sessions with a personal trainer…so she prob emphasized the situation. So I’m dieting and calculating my calories and exercising a lot more!
(She said that I was weak in my arms, back and core - I need to work on my flexibility - I need to lose weight)
But in the meantime I’m not reading my books…or making art…I do need to produce more…and apply at galleries…build websites/portfolio…I’m still a bit scared…Like always…
I need to feel the push like I did for the gym…
The main project that I’m working wont seem to end..every time that I try to work on it or try to get the right piece to put all together…something is missing and I have to wait for a month until they order it…blah blah blah..like common I just want to finish the mounting! (Like it’s almost done!!)
I need to paint. I’m participating in an auction and I want to make a good painting for them…I won’t get any money back but I really want to put my name out there…So I need to be good!
FOCUS FOCUS are the magic words here!!
Three days off in a row!! Much needed!
